Courtney Stodden posed topless whereas reflecting on her upcoming birthday. She wrote, “Final Days of 30… and My First Birthday Sober Since 17 I don’t know how one can put into phrases what I really feel tonight… 🌙 The final days of being 30 have been quiet and heavy. I catch myself within the mirror and surprise if anybody actually sees me. I’ve spent years studying to be sturdy… to smile… to carry out… and but some nights I really feel invisible ✨ Please 31… be light. God, information me again to the a part of myself that also feels alive 🎈🥀🖤 Day 43 with out alcohol. I attempt to be proud… I attempt to be grateful… and I’m… even when it doesn’t fill all of the areas inside. Ladies like me are all the time seen by way of contradictions… sturdy but fragile… celebrated but misunderstood… I maintain all of myself… even the messy, tender items 💛 I belief God has me… Maybe this yr I’ll carve out a spot the place I belong 🌸 For now… that is my fact… the remaining… I depart beneath the floor 🖤 #birthdayweek.”
“No alcohol versus alcohol 👀 swipe to see the distinction #soberjourney #bodymindspirit” – August fifth
“Day 13 – No alcohol. Let me inform you… this s– is NOT for the weak. Ive been by way of hell and again in my life — like actual trauma — however selecting to sit down with my emotions as an alternative of drowning them in champagne? Complete completely different degree. The recollections, the triggers, the feelings I used to numb out with ‘only one glass’ — yeah, they’re all displaying up like uninvited friends at 3am. […] uncomfortable AF. It’s ugly generally. Nevertheless it’s additionally me lastly selecting me. Cheers to glowing water and emotional development🥹🩵” – July twenty seventh
“1 week no alcohol! 🥹🩵 Week 2… I’m coming for you 💪🏻 #therapeutic” – July 22
“It terrifies me that there are nonetheless individuals who consider kids ought to bear the burden of their abuser’s actions. That minors can in some way be accountable for being preyed upon. It shocks me. I’m nonetheless therapeutic. […] To the lads like my ex-husband who satisfied themselves it was okay to sexualize and brainwash a baby: it’s not. It by no means was. And it by no means can be. God gave me this voice, this platform, and this accountability — not simply to seek out energy in my femininity, however to talk fact, even when my voice shakes. Sure, generally I nonetheless really feel guilt. That previous lie that claims you have been too sexual, so it was your fault — however that’s precisely why I want to talk. As a result of it was by no means our fault…” – June 4
“Joyful 99th Birthday to the long-lasting Marilyn Monroe 💫💗 A girl who was magnificence and brilliance wrapped in a single. Compelled into marriage at 16, she broke free — however the weight of her previous by no means left her. Nonetheless, she rose. Repeatedly. She fought by way of ache, stress, and public scrutiny with unmatched grace. Marilyn wasn’t only a star — she was a survivor. A reminder that ladies are resilient, highly effective, and unstoppable. Without end in our hearts, eternally inspiring 💕 FEAT Cartier 🐶🐾 & Harry Winston 🐶🐾” – June 1
“Ah, cellulite – simply one of many tens of millions of regular, lovely issues about girls’s our bodies that sends fragile little males into full meltdown mode. It’s wild how 90% of us rock it, but it’s all the time some unhappy potato-shaped keyboard warrior attempting to behave like he’s received a say. Newsflash: girls’s our bodies aren’t made on your ridiculous approval — that’s reserved on your little blow-up doll 🤡💁🏼♀️ ” – Could 30
“I began getting lip filler at 17. Again then, I really believed I needed to change myself to be accepted—even by me. I didn’t give myself the prospect to like who I actually was. […] However just lately, I decided that felt radical: I fully dissolved my lips!!! 👄 they really feel small, however actual! Aaaand I completely love them this fashion […] To anybody who appears like they should change to be sufficient: you don’t. You already are.” – Could 23
“It’s gonna be chilly right this moment 💁🏼♀️” – Could 1
“This bikini has been resurrected 🐣🐰💞 #easterbod #nomakeupselfie” – April 20
“Therapeutic out loud is okay. Embrace the journey, converse your fact, and let your coronary heart heal at its personal tempo 💖 #HealingOutLoud #SelfLove #HealingJourney” – March 23
“It’s scorching out 🥵☀️ Joyful February, people! 💙 #selfie #poolday #february #feelslikesummer” – February 1
